User Profile

Truth is stranger than fiction!

I am... er.... God this is hard...

I am full of duality and extremes, poles and inner conflict.
I've just had the worst year of my life - or the best, depending on how you look at it (I've certainly learnt more than I thought possible).
For money I scrub intruments. For love I run a shop which sells locally made art and craftwork and healing stuff too. I have Reiki I and II and Seichim. I have also trained as a sniper with an elite unit but I can't tell you which one or I'd have to kill you. And I helped to found and run a military equipment company.
I crochet for England. (Literally - I have been told that I am the future of crochet in this country... which was nice... but a bit of a responsibility). No Muppets are harmed in the making of my garments.
I've been a vegetarian since I was born.
I like ... personal responsibility, universal love, compassion, humility, acceptance, creativity, playing, existentialism, laughing, thinking, colours, textures, smells, warmth, making connections, martial arts, rallying, sex, drugs, rock n roll, being manic depressive...
I don't like organised religion, fascists, injustice, egos, exploitation, abuse, bullying, cheating, being sick - in anyone but especially not in myself... (especially the being sick).
I spend most of my time feeling like the rest of the world is right and I'm wrong, interspersed with occasional bouts of certainty that the rest of the world is fucking mad and I'm the only sane one in it... these bouts are becoming more frequent...
I feel all the suffering in the world (it's embarrassing... I cried at The Simpsons tonight...) and always try to alleviate it wherever I can and not add to it... so far I've managed to avoid suicide this way for 30 years...

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